Thursday, 25 October 2012

Why I May Never Change

Why I May Never Change

He played wondrous melodies on your strings
But your chords were not his own
He preferred alone, and chose you only to make music
Satisfying his own selfish desires
Taking from you a tune you never knew existed
Once was enough for him though
Dwelling on beauty he dared not even stop and try
For fear overwhelmed his soul
Cutting away the strings of his heart still, forever
The blades of deceit he created
Found his muse he did but as with you, he went left
And now he lives in rewind
Shuffling his decks over again to see the cards appear
In same order as that blessed night
Hoping his time machine may take him there
To undo his marvelous trickery
Until then repetition is his home and his children’s names
So to you too came the game

J.R. Thomas
Copyright August 15, 2007 


As If You Are Nothing But Good

Little, little riverside stream
You water my dreams

Giving fresh flower in the Spring
All that new life your help brings
Flowing on through Summer
Carrying gold for our rings

Catching fallen leaves in Autumn
Many colors you now carry
Freeze you won’t in the chill of Winter
Changing you of this I won’t worry

J.R. Thomas
Copyright August 12,2007


Today's Future

To tomorrows
To sunrises and sweet dew
And cool mist, a deep lulling hush

(C) Copyright JR Thomas
April 7, 2008 


Mounting Olympus

As you drip in desire, I am made to quench your every thirst
Erasing memories of past as I evoke dreams of future,
  caressing every bust
I am made to widen the boundaries of your sensuality,
  in love you trust
Oh I am made to fulfill your every-lasting lust
Utmost pleasure I take in reaching every geyser,
  etching If I must

I am Eros and you young goddess my Muse!


Friday, 19 October 2012

Now I Think

Now I think…

I loved the rain and the memories she bring
Reminds me of past conquest and all those evil things
The cold breeze soothed my bones making me feel human
Bringing me down from my lofty throne as I smiled and moan
Wetting my appetite for greater days to come
And giving visions of all moves left undone
But then my Antiguan sunshine shone through
You did well my dear yes you
Now I feel new thrills
Waiting to be sick on you and made better with love pills
Never worrying about mishaps and spills
Thanks for the light I’m seeing good now
Close by please stay true somehow
Do me right you will, do me so I’ll never forget
And I’ll return it threefold, with love you’ll never regret

J.R. Thomas
Copyright August 15, 2007


Thursday, 18 October 2012

I Promise Nothing

I Promise Nothing & No Flaws

I’ve sinned in my dreams
And lived them out like movie reels
Tape of my life scattered in others memories
Sometimes abandoned by its creator as trivialities
Let’s dream, make movies, share memories, no flaws

I’ve crushed their hopes
And ripped from them fantasies
Given them all what they thought was needs
Truly only pleasing myself leaving them with pains
Hold my hopes, fulfill my fantasies, be my needs, no flaws

I’ve stolen everything dear
And walked out lovingly with care
Being friendly right away without fear
As if I deserve their admiration after giving you a tear
Be my dear, for you I’ll care, give you my all without fear, no flaws

J.R. Thomas
Copyright August 15, 2007 


Wednesday, 17 October 2012

Happy Birthday

Happy Birthday … Now and Forever More

I was going to send you diamonds and pearls,
but I don’t want to let anything outshine your beauty……
You are one in a million and that’s how you should stay.
I thought of giving you the world and the stars and the moons,
but I don’t want to burden your soul ……
You are one in a million and that’s how you should stay.
For your life’s journeys will bring you gifts,
even when there is not much to celebrate ……
Just always remember…
You are one in a million and that’s how you should stay,
On this your day, Happy Birthday


Tuesday, 16 October 2012

Break And Say No

I’ve heard it’s him who stole your voice
The one running with no noise
With his prize, your still beating heart
Leaving you a fire without a spark….

Then Up we shall from here
Into clouds upon sky-blue
Unto flying carpets, perfectly even square
Just wait for some daytime lightning, that’s our cue

From here you’ll see the reasons why the heavens smile
And at night why the stars shines
And the clouds sometimes bring showers

Can you see it?
There behind the sign
No breaking, always no
Your flower,
The one that has being growing wild
Waiting for you from whence you were a child
Now go back and nurture your flower
For even without that spark
Like hot air you shall
To break his strangle hold and say no more

(c) Copyright March 29, 2008 
J.R. Thomas
inspired by pixie


The Reject Ball

The reject ball I am its strange
I feel I have been always being kicked around
But only by the ones I hold dear, it’s strange
Never allowing the ones who care to stick around

Who kicked me first, pretty sure I did not
I talked to my grandma, rather I listened
She went on about the wrongs things, her many ills and what not
But I listened, a lot I listened,
Just to hear them speak, so I’ll understand
How not to kick myself again, pretty sure I should not

You see I’m really smart about this type of thing
I can tell you exactly what to do
And work, I’m sure it will I can prove it too
But I never take my advice; yeah this comes with a ring

I can see perfection; I always see the best in you
Beyond your wildest dreams there are places I see you
In high mountainous heavenly glorious scenes
Please believe I know how you can act these scenes

I really don’t want to lie to you
Oh but the truth is so hard to grasp
Be my many; don’t kick me around like the few
Those I’ve chose to blind me like reflecting glass

I’ve learnt many things from my favourite sport
Living my life like the way I have dribbled around the court
Speed past the helping hands of teammate stretched
Bonding with soloist that make orchestral music, really farfetched
But you see when I listened to those I’ve opened my channels to
They did any, but complain, nothing I could hold on to
Giving aid to get me ill, mixing potions to take my pill
Remedying the good I’ve found, with scores unsound
I have hurt my joints too much to not play again
I’m that reject ball rolling in the rain



The rain marched uniformly as an army in its prime
But this was no ordinary army along too came their band
They marched with a song so calming to hear
It changed in slopes and meanders as it made its way down
They were the ones who woke you and they soon removed your frown
You sat and listened as their song changed soothing you out of sleep
One by one they marched on with their tune down the slope
They were an army never to march again but soldiered on
An army of many and an army of one… purpose
It’s the army that resurrects the thoughts of wartime
It’s the song that tickles your mind and helps you back… to it
Hoping you will err not twice as every army on the slope has
Take a different journey hidden in the clouds of your sky
But like every soldier before down the slopes it pours
Raindrops in the night

Copyright July 2006 J.R. Thomas


Mr Irons

It’s as crazy as I think
Which makes it horrible to believe or even imagine
I try to imagine what they see
But I cringe because i might have to believe
They see me as someone different
Not the actual person that I am
They smile and nod and make you believe they understand
But inside their cold, unsure-
 and behind your back they laugh their insecurities
Fully displays no understanding at all
I fill with pity their misconceptions haunt me
Now i know why I was told not
But I can’t suppress my feeling, I can’t
Hide what I believe in, I can’t
Become something I’m not
So I’m left with the burden
Of sticking to myself
I can’t change who I am
I can’t help what they think of me
So instead I have to grab on to solitude
Letting it instead of misconceptions become my best-friend

Written by My Lil sis
M. Thomas


Thursday, 11 October 2012


Patiently listening to the mumbling of the needy
I’ve tried to help them all
Forsaken the loved ones remain wishing on my maybe
Grasping unto my spoken straws as they fall
I wish I could find heaven twice
This time to lift up and rejoice
To nurture every night, that ought to be nice



Astronomers discover planet bigger than Earth, made of diamond

Reuters: Astronomers have discovered a planet twice the size of Earth made largely out of diamond. The planet, called ‘55 Cancri e,’ orbits a sun-like star in the constellation of Cancer. Discovered by a US-Franco research team, its radius is twice that of Earth’s. It is also much more dense with a mass 8 times greater.

A study estimates that at least a third of the planet’s mass, the equivalent of approximately 3 Earth masses, could be diamond.

Photo: The planet ‘55 Cancri e’ is seen in an undated artist’s conception. (via Reuters/NASA)


Dont Say Goodbye

Away aloft dreamy clouds in flight
Your closed mirrors take new sight
Of places and faces who’ve walked your mind today
And of visions of new conquest and play
For before you felt the chill of your world’s end
Embrace your new home of when
Where you can see tomorrow’s how
And grace those who feed on you in their show
As you go wipe away your frown
Awaken your beauty from a smile left upside down

(C) J.R. Thomas
March 25, 2008


When I Can't Sleep

I sometimes dream of isles in the sun
The many trophies I have won
And the odd skies above me that stair
At my great abundance with no one with whom to share
Often she would say in her dying glory that I toiled in vain
It is essentially foolish to have success for no real gain
For with taking victory comes forgetting love
Flying about alone thou art a lost dove
In thy white robe you shall carry joy without will
But neglected you’ll feel still
You may know how to mend the wounded
Oh but your aid remains candidly secluded

Early Xmas Morning
Copyright JR Thomas
December 25, 2007


Tuesday, 9 October 2012

My Dear

Walking slow, to and fro
Across the plains of my mind
Likening you to sweet insult though
Knowing how great you ought to be, it be unkind
Instead I’ll tell you every time I see your greatness
Now at this moment your smile causes me knee weakness
Gemstones eyes pierces and away goes heart’s darkness

Across the plains of my mind
Caressing the curves of your body
Rowing down your neck breathe unto your shines
Obscene it seems as your temple glows
Secluded from love your innermost remains
So soft I’ll whisper in your ear that I do My Dear

To all the amazing little beauties of your divinity
Our days are blessed with every accent of your serenity

My Dear


Windows Apart

She slips away silently, to escape mother’s screams
And crawls so softly, into bed, into dreams

His dreams became so dark
Left them to his escape into the dark
To dream open eyes outside window
Across his vision he saw as light lose its flicker

Lost for air she lay, sobbing away sorrow
But she felt invaded, grasping in surprise’s horror
So close these shattered mirrors lay
A soft curious cry, a leaf’s blow away
Together now their halos became so clear
The coping of bewildered souls to share

He slips away silently, to escape his skeletons’ haunts
And crawls softly, into new arms, to cure a world of wants


Please Cry

Please Cry
Why back on tears do you hold
Building up these emotions will make you fold
Like sheets on beds, you may feel only to cry
For such great loss please just cry
Tears of all kinds, let them all shine
Let the tears of horror fall like showers
Tears of fears run down cheeks clear
And when the end comes, tears of joy
Tears of joy for their pain has ended
For such great loss please just cry
Thy face has not to be a river
Even though thy soul may shiver
With them thy spirit should not die
For such great loss please just cry


If You Only Knew

How I feel every time
I just stare at you
When I close my eyes and you still shine
And my wishes that dreams would come true
You would help, If you only knew
What the sight of you does to me

How I change every time
I hold your hand
Close we stand and both smile
And the nerves go, overactive sweat gland
But I think you would calm me down, If you knew
What every touch does to me

The first time you saw you too froze
And we both lied for what we felt
If you only knew, you could fix it all
Away in a world meant for me and you.


PMS- ParentalMisunderstandings

Shhh listen
There they go again
Not seeing but ever talking
When all you needed was a friend
Not hearing but swearing
When all you needed was a snug
As a youth growing we can’t always give ourselves hugs
Did mom really just do that
Didn’t she know he’d get mad
Can’t they get over their spat
And try to make me a little bit glad
To wake up each morning
But I guess they can’t help it
They haven’t figured out how to get to their feet
So as they spit and fight
Spoiling so many a night
I’ll just sit and stare
Cry and wish something else was there
As my days run by and tears run
I’ll be strong and try to remember
That even though do I, they too have constant PMS



Thursday, 4 October 2012


Today I lay to rest lost love

For coming seasons through winds whispers to me of you

Almost absent you’ll descend

Through the heavenly light like a dove

Dreams, fantasies, and reflections all come true

Today I found a friend

Lost in you

Copyright April 30, 2008 Jason Ricardo Thomas


Self Deception

Cloud staring until silver sighted
Dream sky walking in others’ reality
Buying yourself into nowhere
A pause on the train track

Un-Snapple poison, right hand used
Good tasting, mind convinced buds
The longer you stay the more you see
The more you want the more you believe

Only broken mirrors can save you now
For your own eyes deceived you
Your own heart entreated
Own lie



Sunday, Sunday

Sunday morning blues,

Laughing in the sun

Slow cool moving music,

Looking off as children run

Steady busy lovely young ones

Lifting your spirits with their fun

Smiling, running, skipping play

Lively little bunch they are at play


Wednesday, 3 October 2012

I Miss What I Can't Have

Hey my heart so far away
Why is it that far away you must stay?
Leaving me only to wish you were right here
Just a hug or kiss or sweet embrace away
A smile or chime from earlier today
But you remain a distant whisper in the air
And how I miss you
I miss what I can’t have

Every day I seem to run in and out of the lives
Many others play in which I act
Real life roles in a matter of fact way
Playing these games
Cause I can’t seem to find myself
So for you the only one
One I haven’t changed
 I need your help
And then I remember you are gone
Gone without coming

I miss what I can’t have

What I can’t have with you.


Monday, 1 October 2012

From Now ‘Til Late May

Young April smiled as late fresh flowers sprung
The cooling skies of  new blessing now come
Smoothly creeping up on the back of spring
Rainy days before summer,
This is the joy you bring

You had me on tables
Ran horses from their stables
For you never asked to come in
When you came, many little critters too
On my day once years ago, you rushed in

And when your tomorrow comes
Hurricanes will too have the reign to run
Even in the time of the blazing amber sun
For only you can tell them today,
Tonight’s rain is waiting


Can I Sing to You

Can I sing to you to lure you home
share with you something that’s all my own
go beyond the limitations of our phase before
cementing this renewed relationship in a songster allure
Baby, can I sing to you to lure you home

I really thought I could just play this deck of mine
yes I know what I sang a fore-time
Singing baby I just wanna love
please baby don’t fall in love with me
I’m just a man who’s intentions are good
please lord don’t make me misunderstood
While I sang to the others in the same voice
Its just the things we do between me and you
she don’t have to, no she don’t got to know
But baby I can change, yes I can change
cause each day gets better I just can’t let you go
and each kiss get sweeter I just cant leave you no
Oh baby when the sun comes up
save room for my love, save a little
Baby I’m coming home,
feel like I’ve been everywhere
But we just ordinary people,
maybe we should just take it slow
You got me so high, feels like I’m flying on cloud nine
and only heaven knows, baby please be mine
Cause I keep tossing and turning all night,
can’t keep you outta my sight
Baby lets just go to the park,
I wanna kiss you underneath the stars
Here is where we’ll have our start
swimming away from all these sharks

Can I sing to you to lure you home
share with you something that’s all my own
go beyond the limitations of our phase before
cementing this renewed relationship in a songster allure
Baby, can I sing to you to lure you home

Copyright May2007 J.R. Thomas



You have been awarded
a prize for insolence
And given an award
 for your mastery of stupidity
Lounged you have in the folly of your silliness
And showered in the liquidity of thy nonsense

Accolades for your supreme frailties are tremendous
Not even the wit of your shallowness matches it grandeur
Beyond grey clouds hath thy insecurities flown
And in the pride of your self consciousness you’ve marched forward
If only you could see thyself
 in the mirror of each staring eye
Then from their lips will your only certification lye

                    Copyright October2005 J.R. Thomas

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